Study week = Study only??

这个sem有拿一张Management paper: Organizational Behavior,
读读下发现我是典型的Type A person。

Type A Characteristics:

1. Hurried speech, walk, move, eat.
2. Constantly impatience with events eg. traffic jam, slow acting person.
3. Always thinking of doing 2 or more things at once.
4. Tendency to turn conversations around to meaningful subjects or themes.
5. Tendency to interrupt while others are speaking.
6. Guilt feelings during periods of relaxation or leisure time.
7. Tendency to be oblivious to surroundings during daily activities.
8. Greater concern for things worth having than with things worth being.
9. Tendency to schedule more and more in less and less time, a chronic sense of time urgency.
10. Development of nervous tics or characteristic gestures.
11. Belief that success is due to the ability to get things done faster than the other person.
12. Tendency to view and evaluate personal activities and the activities of other person in terms of number.

还记得以前1st yr没参加活动，每天只需要读书，生活是很悠闲的，成绩也不错。
然后，我的成绩就没进步过。

现在的生活比较充实，为免影响课业，就每天都很赶，没有了可以无所事事的时间。空闲时间如果没有拿来读书就会有罪恶感。安排好时间要怎么用，很多schedule（短时间要读完certain notes)，若临时有变故就会马上变脸。觉得自己一直追时间，变得很不flexible。

前两天和housemate去吃dipper，走出来才发现毛毛雨兼没带雨伞，就很紧张会下雨不能准时回去读书。然后吃得也很不安乐，一直望着天祈祷别下雨。

之前花整个早上的时间自弹自唱边录音然后烧成cd syok sendiri，过后很有罪恶感，怕如果真的读不完书会后悔当天把时间浪费在不相干的事。过后就一直鞭策自己要专心，补回我浪费掉的时间。

我怎么会变成这样？唉... 不过我想等考试后就会恢复正常吧。

"......A meta-analysis of 99 studies revealed that Type A individuals had higher heart rates and blood pressure than Type B people......" that means easily to get heart attack.